Long ago

[Anzagavarts]

I want to feel again.
Feelings got lost, when love began.
Now I can't feel anything
besides the pain - and everything
I see reminds me of mistakes
I made.
The love he faked,
in which I believed, made me grow cold.
Please, make it change before I'm too old.
I want to be myself again.
I got lost, when love began.
Now I don't know who I am
or what I want.
I always thought he was there
and I belonged
to him - but I was wrong.
Despair remains although it's long,
long ago.