Introvert Space Cowboy

[Madasa Hatter]

It feels like I’m floating on a cloud
drifting further and further away.
I’ve never been happy in a crowd –
unwilling to leave, unable to stay.

Being with people just tires me out,
it is too stressful, too draining, too loud.
The urge to run comes right away,
I search for a way to keep it at bay.

I feel like a cowboy lost in space.
I feel like a misfit of the human race.
I would indeed prefer to fit in.
Which way to go? Where to begin?