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17.12.2021, 08:26 | #1 |
I need help
I can’t stop, Mama.
I can’t. How do I stop? My friend, I need help. I had a few again. I’m sorry for bringing shame upon you again. I want to change. I try. But my hands are tied. It burns, Mama. Please, make it fade. Can you hear me? I need help. Please, I can’t see. the light hurts my eyes. I know it‘s wrong. I know. Daddy, where are you? What can I do? It’s too late, but maybe there is a chance if I got help. I am weak, I can’t move on. There is no one. I am no one. Pleaso no! I don’t want this! I know that I can’t resist! Please stop, please go away! Leave but please Come back with help! I am so sorry I had no control over myself anymore. I’m sorry Mama, I didn’t have to. But I needed to. You can hate me now. I’m sorry, Daddy, you don’t love me anymore. I don’t blame you. Too many excuses came upon my lips to cover this shit. At some point there was no hiding no more. I could just admit and scream for help. Now I do. But now it seems to be too late. An empty bottle shapes my pride but I just don´t seem to care. But I do care. But who will see that I tried? Too many I broke. They won´t believe me if I said I seeked for help. Please, don´t forgive me. Please, don´t. Please, send help. I need help. |
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