it did come this far

[Lilly]

It came this far,
never thought it would,
And now that it did
I can't stop thinking about it.

Was it right or wrong,
can't rely on my feelings;
for the first time
it is this way;
I'm not confused
and at the same time I am.

But what happened
between the two of us
I want again
Because something
that seemed so wrong
just couldn't have felt that right.

Lilly