How to say ?

[Kanone]

How to say ?

Wish you can hear me
Even just for a while
I´m sitting here lost
And stunned by your smile
Falling into abyss
Just waiting for signs

But how to say ?

While waiting for you
I went completely astray
Then one smile sufficed
And you knocked me away
Take me back to this moment
Hold my hand and stay

But how to say ?

Questions agonize me
I´ve my back to the wall
Can there be a chance ?
Or was it yet all ?
Oh doubtful future,
On the top or just fall?

But how to say ?

Writing down my thoughts
That’s maybe a way
I hold out for you
Even it´s my decay
I´m counting the hours
and ache for the day


The Day
I stop to write
and start to say