dreams that end as nightmares

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whatever I do
does it matter to you
my words had been true

eyes that never smiled
even though I had tried
everyday I died

beautiful sadness
we are so close to madness
this is our sameness

I would've hoped that
you couldn't have been a threat
out of hell you crept

since you had left me
I had been trying to flee
from this misery

the yellow sunrays
never seem to reach my face
these are my dark days