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01.10.2007, 00:23 | #1 |
I always watch him in awe
I always watch him in awe
I always watch him in awe One could say I stare And I am aware of his presence of every minute he is there He turns and looks this way I switch on my charm Let him see me I pray and smile that won't do any harm He smiles back and says hello His voice is sexy as hell My mouth forms hello too my voice is muffled by the bell The teacher arrives she's always on time So we all take our seats He looks at me till the end of the chime My heart skips a few beats I'm already done with the task I pass the time with stealing glances He is engrossed in his work The teacher patrols and prances It's recess and he's with his friends as usual I hide behind a book One of the phonies slaps him on the back and he shoots me a look Inwardly I curse for being caught I want to know what he thinks Risking a look I am puzzled as I see how he winks I put the book before my face don't want my red face to be shown I am such a dork been holding it upside down Recess is almost over now There are still a few minutes to pass I wait for his posse to leave first Why doesn't he go we'll miss class Part of them enter the building he just keeps standing there I think he's daring me to go first but then I think why would he care So I stand up and walk back I'm headed for the door He notices me brushing past him which I am trying to ignore Back in the classroom I continue to stare just cannot help it he's a goodlooking lad doesn't look at me again though and I'm perfectly cool with that At the weekend at some birthday party many are there and he is too so I watch him most of the time then he corners me near the loo Hey you stalker he says grinning close up he's great looking as well His eyes in the dim light pierce into mine are they blue or green I can't tell I greet him with my nervous smile and apologise much too quietly He pats my shoulder as if in consolation I don't really mind he says lightly He tells me he thinks I am cool and I don't really know what to say He asks why I'm such a loner at school I answer: It's not cool being gay. [Bevor sich jemand darüber beschwert: ich weiß selbst, dass ich das present progressive derbst links liegen gelassen habe. Aber wen interessiert das schon? ;] ] |
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